I can't stand my poor English !
I can't stand my ten years of wasted time !
I can't stand being looked down upon !
I can't stand being laughed at !
I want to improve my situation !
I want to change my life !
I want to be successful !
I want to be international !
I don't want to let my parents down !
I don't ever want to let my country down !
Most important, I don't want to let myself down !
I must act at once !
I must open my mouth to practice !
I must surprise them with my excellent English !
I must realize my dream !
I must succeed !